Thanks for the visits...LL...your post really touched me...we ARE weary travelers, aren't we? Thanks for reminding me that I've taken many a positive step on the path.
SB -- I KNOW you're right...even I'm somewhat mysterious about the BB sometimes...I just was dipping into the fear/doubt/impatience pool. and it's totally true that MY reactions to h re. the computer are certainly a motivating factor (or demotivating as the case may be... ). I'm sure I've put him between a rock and a hard place...for all I know he thinks it's loving to not be hanging out on the computer...he's probably working hard at that! And here I am "beating him up"....
I need a BREAK.
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.