It WASN'T a TOTAL victory. But it was so much BETTER, than it might have been if I had made contact BEFORE I had got a pretty good hold of myself again. So I didn't get through it with no contact, but I don't think I did much or any damage, and in the past the way I was feeling I would have just dumped it all totally on CHL.
I didn't; I SAT WITH IT!
So for me to be that worked up and not spew it all out, it feels like a mostly positive!
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
But it was so much BETTER, than it might have been if I had made contact BEFORE I had got a pretty good hold of myself again. So I didn't get through it with no contact, but I don't think I did much or any damage, and in the past the way I was feeling I would have just dumped it all totally on CHL. 
