What am I supposed to do???

[Tay Tay]

Today is day 4 of NC. It was hard because I wanted to call him and say WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? I made it through the day though without calling. I went to church today and spent time with the kids. Today was an otherwise good day.

You did well. One day at a time and all that crapola.

When you get that urge to call him, post here instead. Make this place your scream room.

Sad to say, it'll get easier every day.

Thank you for the encouragement. I am on to Day 5 of no contact. It is hard but I do feel like it is getting easier. If he is not calling me that means that he does not want to talk to me. So why would I want to talk to someone that does not want to talk to me or the kids anyway.