I agree. You are trying to play both sides and it doesn't work. You said early on that you would never D because it went against your beliefs and values (I understand that). Then you filed for D. It comes across in your posts, if we can sense it then imagine what you wife feels.
Not a 2x4 but a observation from my perspective.
Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
