Thank you for reading my letter and making the suggestions. I did edit in your recommendations and sent the note via email, which is the only form of reliable communication that I have with her. I have let her go and working with an IC focusing on becoming a better me. I am not sure what I should do next other than GAL, exercising and working on my self esteem issues. From what I understand being in the dark means waiting for you W to make the first contact...at the rate that she has been communicating it may be a while.