First, I am sorry...I know how much it hurts. Cry honey...cry...let it out. Your not alone 2g. Not alone at all.
As hard as it you need to remain calm while at the same time releasing the hurt that you feel. Release the hurt 2G - do not hold on to it.
So he filed - what does that mean? Nothing...people file all the time and reconcile before actually going thru with the D.
You will be tempted to feel hopeless, you may feel like you did all of this for what? Don't accept those thoughts. You did what YOU thought you needed to do to save your M (and remember it aint over till the fat lady sings).
YOu need to be proud of yourself. You need to realize just how strong you really are. Not many could have endured what you have endured. You know what - your not done yet.
Stand up 2G...stand up girl. Say F it - this will not beat me. He will not beat me. His crisis will NOT defeat me. I may stubble I may fall but by the might God I will get up again. From the ashes will rise a new 2G....better, smarter, stronger...you will survive honey you will.
I know you will. You can't see it...but many of us can.
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
