I don't know that I can do this

[Ihavehope]

I've been second guessing it all along. I believe it to be emotional, by my standards. I cannot be sure it is physical. But once again he doesn't believe there is such thing as emotional affairs, so it's hard to rationalize the wrong to myself when 'he's done anyway and can have whatever relationship he wants at this point'. He doesn't owe me' fidelity if we are getting divorced.