Wife filed for divorce...Is there still hope?

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I do not know why I feel the way the I do today.

I have been thinking that I still love my W, but she has hurt me so bad. Why am I feeling this way today? Maybe I am just worried and a little scared about everything right now. I just don't know. I have all these thoughts running through my head today. Alot of what ifs too. Could I have done it differently, etc. I just don't know what to think right now. I will continue to do what I am doing, but what if?

Maybe I royally screwed up.

Anyways, I just don't know which way to turn or go today. I will pray to make it through this moment and this day!