I don't know that I can do this

[Ihavehope]

No, there is literally no one. Im still fairly new to the area (new to the whole state actually) and have some friends but no one I can stay with. Thy are worse off than me, oddly enough.  My only living family (grandmother and uncle) live out of state and I cannot move them out of state for several reasons. 

I will not have money to move until the end of September. I cannot have aftercare for my older two until title 20 kicks in which could be 1-2 months from now. I don't even think i could apply for foodstamps until I signed a new lease and then it would take another month to kick in. 

I'm not trying to make excuses, I swear, I just have no idea how to make it work. I am willing to try, but I have to have a very specific plan with everything in place with all the incidentals figured out. I can, for all intents and purposes, move out at the end of September, possibly. I only make minimum wage, but I get money for school at that time and could use it to move. I would be sacrificing any and all savings i could have. 

 I have my moments of instability but usually I'm ok. Yesterday just really got to me. I know my mental health is important, but my kids are too. The older twos father is also very concerned when their lives change too drastically and is have to deal with that, too.