Texts and e-mails keep coming. She is sending me pictures of happy dogs swimming, diggin, getting dirty - being dogs.

She asked me to bring some nice wine and fire wood for the pit she found there.

Strangely I feel genuinely happy for her. I feel that if letting her go makes her stay that way then I have achieved my first milestone. It is a creepy feeling but I feel it from my heart and it's real.

P.S. She left her happy pills home.