Here's a story...of a very sad lady

[Dagny-2]

The loneliness is overwhelming. I did break down and call yesterday, but he didn't answer. Never called back, so I didn't have to make up an excuse. Though it could have been a S that called, he didn't call to say good-night until late that evening. S said he didn't want to talk to me. Same routine this morning. God it hurts.

I read on someone's thread to make it safe for H to talk to me. That made a lot of sense, if he is going to want to talk to me, those times we talk, I need to provide an atmosphere that is pleasant. But if we never talk, how will this happen? 106 days until Christmas Break. Then I will have to make a decsion to stay here or move back to PA. And why in the world do I want a H back that has lied to me, is having an affair, and wants his kids to live 12 hours away from him? Why?

Dagny