That's the biggest problem right now. I can't afford to stay here, and if I get too tough he has a way to get us evicted. I have zero power there. I'd have to move out of my kids school district and find aftercare for them them that I can't afford, and help for that takes time. I'm scared to disrupt the kids' lives too much. I feel like I have to stay here and suffer for their sakes. I truly don't have any options that won't hurt them. I would also lose my 'free' babysitter so GAL would be even harder. I am stuck. And he knows that. And really he spends so little time at home or with the kids that I don't see how leaving would help anything other than emotionally. It would hurt them, hurt me financially and logistically and make my life 1000x harder. It seems a small sacrifice to be hurting so bad emotionally to maintain that stability.
Me 30 H 29 DC 9, 7, 2 M 4 years, T 6 years ILYBINILWY Bomb: 8/8/10 He doesn't want to work, I'm slowly getting there too Physically separating end of September
