I will send my Mom an email to see if she has had any response from her network of peeps. Didnt you have an interview earlier this week? how did it go?
Great! I really appreciate it. I hope they know of someone.
I was told by the recruiter that I would have an interview, but I did not hear back from him. I will call him tomorrow to find out what happened. Maybe he meant this coming week. I will let you know how it goes if I have one.
Wish me luck!!!
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I will do what I can to help. If you were in Dallas I could help more, CA is kinda rough right now in the job dept. Most of my Mom's people are in the entertainment industry I hope there is a fit for you there. we will see, its in god's hands. Be strong
I have been thinking that I still love my W, but she has hurt me so bad. Why am I feeling this way today? Maybe I am just worried and a little scared about everything right now. I just don't know. I have all these thoughts running through my head today. Alot of what ifs too. Could I have done it differently, etc. I just don't know what to think right now. I will continue to do what I am doing, but what if?
Maybe I royally screwed up.
Anyways, I just don't know which way to turn or go today. I will pray to make it through this moment and this day!
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I don't know, but I think it's probably common to have these thoughts from time to time.
We all could have done things differently and we all screw up. That's life! I know you are hurting and scared. Again, normal.
Get back, as quick as you can, to the mind set you need to get through this. Allow yourself to feel your loss. Then it's time to take care of business. I'm having one of those days, too. I feel pretty down today and don't know why. It will pass. We have to carry on and do what's right.
How's the job front looking? Did you find CG on the alt?
I think you are right about the feeling I am having as being normal. I need to remember that.
I am in a better mindset at the moment. It was my ninth anniversary yesterday, and there was not even a word mentioned about it. I cannot believe it. We did nothing, and I really did not even think about it. I guess it was right to do nothing for her.
I don't know.
I am still waiting for the recruiter to contact me about an interview. I am keeping positive, and I finally did get in contact with CG. I am so thankful for her help and everyone elses here too.
I have not given up, but I do see time is moving so quickly, and my options are very limited.
Thanks for being here for me.
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