It all just hit me last night, again. He slept at her house for the third time this week. Just friends. Ha.

He has password protected his computer now. Everything I had is gone. I have no say. I can't leave. I feel trapped and helpless and he knows this. He knows I can't forbid anything, or leave, or make him leave. He doesn't tell me anything but I know that's where he is. He basically rub it in my face and I'm powerless to stop it.


Me 30 H 29
DC 9, 7, 2
M 4 years, T 6 years
ILYBINILWY Bomb: 8/8/10
He doesn't want to work, I'm slowly getting there too
Physically separating end of September