Still Moving Forward

[BeingMe]

So, H is still away. We talk on the phone everyday. We are going away for a weekend with friends the weekend after next. I still don't feel anything in a romantic/intimate sense for him. When I think of going to have a romantic weekend, and possibly a candlelit dinner, walking along the beach, etc. ... you know, all the romantic stuff that some couples do .... I just feel it would be more fun on my own. I don't feel excited about him coming home ... just feel ... nothing ... like, ugh, I have to share my bed again ... what a downer. I feel bad about that ... guilty, because he does work hard to support our family. But there is more to a M, then working for the family. I used to work too, and I didn't mind at all ... in boring jobs, whereas he had the interesting career ... now he's fed-up with it. I guess he has the right to be tired of his job.

Whatever ... don't know what else to say, or report. I have no real complaints because I have pretty much made up my mind. I just want to know what to do about his depression, if anything???