Here's a link to my last thread...gotta remember that it's the one with ALL the links! Will save time if I want to wander through my gazillion posts!

Loved and Supported

Feeling kind of tired today...I left work early yesterday to meet up with my study/project group. We made reasonable progress on our group project...then I decided to bag class (BAD!!) and went to the movies instead. I saw "Love Actually" which I found delightful. Funny and sad and quick moving. It had great songs in it, too. Note that there is an infidelity theme to one of the stories but, hey, that can be carthartic, no?

Puttered around at home afterwards...finally did my flybaby 15 . H came home from his study group and was just delightful...very loving, warm, funny, enthuastic. He's such a pleasure! We have a busy weekend (date tonight, the "ball" tomorrow, we're staying in town tomorrow night, etc). He told me a couple of times yesterday that he couldn't wait to spend time with me. Nice to hear and certainly mutual.

We went out for breakfast this AM. I had suggested it earlier in the week (since we were going for a bunch of days without a "date") and he surprised me this AM after I got back from the gym. A very nice way to start the day!

I'm having a little bit of a hard time with the bill/lie stuff...I'm trying to be open and non-judgemental but I do find myself feeling a bit leery, closed off at times...the kind of weird thing is that the bill is sitting in our kitchen in plain view...it's out of the envelope (he took it out). It's been there for a few days. Is is even remotely possible that he wants me to bring it up?

Sage


Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.