I want to be cordial and friendly, which I feel I am being, but I dont want to be her BFF with a D pending. We are both good parents, I feel the next invite she gives me I will accept. But I have also read that in order to start again eith to stop D or even to imporve things after D, you have to be friends first.
Pin, I am all over the place still. She gets me angry, but at times we still make each other laugh, I think we both miss that. That is why I crack jokes via text at times when she starts contacting me.