Not sure where to start, or end. WAW?

[john28]

I have to remember that it is extremely important that I pull away before Retro weekend in two weeks. If she is walking in that door feeling smothered, it's pointless in my opinion.

These next two weeks and how I behave could be a very very important time in our M. With what I've heard about Retro, it is a very powerful experience. I wouldn't want to shortchange myself by walking in there with her hating me.

I've set a goal. Not a large one, but a good one. That's all I can do right now - I'm so emotionally charged that anything other than short term goals right now seem monumental. Just let it all go for two weeks. That's it, John. Two weeks.

I have to STOP thinking about wanting to get that kiss, or that look, or that hug. I have to let it go. It is freedom that I NEED. It may not be what I want, but it is an internal prison. It is a necessity.

It doesn't help that I'm a fixer and she's broken in my house.