IMO - now the hard work begins. H is no longer there and cannot be used as the reason for any of YOUR actions.
I am proud of you. Now is the time for you to heal those wounds, now is your time to deal with those demons of the past. Now is your time to show the world and YOUR H - who the real T is. No more excuses T.
Finally, I will pass on a word of wisdom that was past on to me.
Never let your anger, your fear, your issues from changing your mind. From leaving open the possibility that maybe your H could wake the F up. Never let pride stop you from doing what it is that YOU really want to do.
I think you know this T. Just live your life. Live your truth - no one elses. The world is in front of you. Make of it what you will - choose carefully. Live, love and continue to grow.
God Bless Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans