To Tell or Not to Tell

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(((LRT)))

I don't know what else to say

[Coach]

LRT, Sent another arrow prayer up for your comfort, peace and wisdom. Sorry you are going thru this.

Coach

[TimeHeals]

Sorry for your loss.

Take good care of yourself.

[Espr444]

Hey LRT,
Haven't been on much lately, but want you to know sorry to here what happend & my thoughts and prayers are with u! Hope

[bustorama]

(((((LRT))))) May peace and strength lift you.

[LRT Land]

Even during the height of this stressful situation, you were able to remain calm and steady with H.

I may be relatively calm but my tone and demeanor are not the best with him. I am angry, hurt, frustrated that he picks now to withdrawn and to abandon me. Last night he seemed "normal" except that there were no hugs, no affection, and separate rooms. I don't know if he was normal because he thinks I went to the lawyer or because he called his and filed or if he knows he acted rashly and is trying in his own twisted way to apologize. I know - don't mind read. I don't think I have been - just thinking of all the options so maybe I won't be taken by surprise again.

I haven't mentioned the lawyer, D, the R or the pending miscarriage. Just like limboland with DB/DR, the waiting with the miscarriage is the hardest part and not knowing exactly what to expect.

I'm sure once I get through this recent trauma I will want to save the M again, right now I am just hurting. It's hard to DB when your H deals you such a low blow. Part of me wants to say "go."

I do appreciate all of the support and prayers. It's hard not being able to tell anyone.

[A_goodman]

LRT,

How you doing?

AG

[KellBell0820]

I'm sorry for all this stress LRT. No real words of wisdom or advice just hugs and good thoughts for you during all of this.

[LRT Land]

Thank you all for your prayers and support. Nothing has happened yet and I will need to call the doctor next week. I will not be posting for a while but I will read your stories and send you my thoughts and prayers. Apparently in addition to not being able to keep a private diary at home I'm not allowed to have this sanctuary either. H wants to use it against me, even though I think it's pretty clear I love him and have been trying so hard to save the M.

So husband, if you are reading again you asked 'do I have a lawyer or not have a lawyer" As I told you before, I have not retained a lawyer, and right now I'm going to get through this miscarriage and take care of my health.

Thanks again to everyone that has supported me.

[A_goodman]

If you are reading along, support your wife. She needs you to be strong for her in this really hard time. Regardless of what happens, you're all she's got right now.

Good luck LRT.