Wife filed for divorce...Is there still hope?

[LSG]

CG,

I will have to check for your e-mail later today or tonight when I return with the kids. They want me to feed and them and take them to the park, so I have to tend to them for now.

I will send you my resume to forward or to your friend. Howeve you want me to it. It will be in your inbox tonight for sure.

Sorry for all your troubles with this.

Thank you so much!!!

[CityGirl]

Ok - I sent you a message with his contact info but if you would prefer to send it to me that is fine. I have a busy weekend but will make sure to check tonight!

[idontunderstand]

I have sat back and watched this all day.

I LOVE IT!!!

LSG-
Good luck and make the most of the help. This may be the break we were all praying for!

CG-
I don't think you've posted on my thread before, but I wanted to thank you for the selfless act of kindness. You didn't have to stick your neck out for a stranger. A stranger who has become a friend through all of this. You are great!

Sometimes, I'm really proud to be associated with all of you people. I don't mean that we all have M problems, it's the goodness in everyone here that I'm proud of.

[LSG]

IDU,

I do need a break because the mobile home I was interested in is gone, and I cannot afford a more expensive one on the spousal and child support that wife is paying. I need more than I have.

I am not giving up. I will make the most of any and all help I receive for sure.

[LSG]

Journaling (Saturday, August 28, 2010):

Thursday, August 26, 2010, W came home at 10 pm without a call or nothing. I had the car this day, so I do not know what she did.

She leaves earlier and earlier every morning too.

Friday, We all watched a movie and the kids and W ate together. I was there and did eat a little of what was left.

Saturday,

The kids and I were out until about 7:30 pm fishing, the park, and the doggie park. W is taking the kids to Toy r Us and for fish and chips.

I am home, and I made some Onigiri for me.

Not much here!

That is all for today!

[LSG]

I was tossing and turning last night thinking about money, a job, my kids, and a place to live. It is absolutely stessing me out about what I am going to do in 30 days. I am hoping and praying for change to happen soon.

[LSG]

W took the kids to have lunch and miniture gold with a friend today. I am glad the kids spend time with their mom, but it just irritates me she can do all these things with them, but I have to struggle just to find a place to live. I am just venting here. It is my place to let my thoughts out.

I just hope to make it through the next month with a place to live and some money to make the kids comfortable and happy with me.

Tomorrow I have a lot of things to take care of. It is going to be a busy week.

I am so thankful for everyone that has helped me here.

[DanF]

Not muchto offer LSG except to hang in there. Your kids know how hard you are trying and the money she spends on them will make no difference in the long run. You are a GREAT dad to your kids and they appreciate it more than you know. Kids are so perceptive that it is unbelievable. My kids know so much more than I give them credit for and yours do too. Just keep doing the best that you can. They will see it and love you for it no matter what.

You are a great man!!! Hang inthere.

[LSG]

DanF,

You are so right about the kids. I just sometimes don't know. It seems that maybe they are bored of church, the park, doggie park, the store for a little snack, or the 7-11 slurpie, and fishing. It is the things that I hope at least they enjoy with me. None of them W likes.

My parents that are very broke right now from the closing of their little company they had are sending D her own fishing pole. I hope she likes it. It is a surprise for her. They made it from three different fishing poles. My brother helped, and he said it looks really cool how they did it.

The kids are my life, and I love them. I really cannot imagine the thought of losing them. I miss them today so much!!! I have been spending every moment with them, so they will know no matter what happens how much they mean to me.

Thank you so much for the nice comments about me being a good dad. That means so much to me hearing it from you because I think the same way about you.

I wish the best for you always!!!

[LSG]

Kids came home,and W spared no expense to get them to barely want nothing to do with me. She bought them lunch, took them miniture golfing, bought them clothes, and then bought them dinner, and also took them to a park.

I told her I needed the car tomorrow, and she said she needed it. I said I will need it sometimes next week, and she told me that I need to start making payments. She also said that everything will be split 50-50, and I am already getting some of her money. It is about a quarter to a fifth of what she earns. It is just that I barely have anything, and she wants more from me. One of the days I need the car is a dentist appointment for S. I may have an interview next week too.

I just feel sick to my stomach.

In one week she leaves, and I have until September 30, and then I am out. I guess I better get use to sleeping underneath the stars.

Oh well, I hope to sleep better tonight, but I am not tired yet.