Think of your sons. Even if you and your W don't mend things and EVEN if your current job falls through, your sons have a full life ahead of them that you will be a part of. There will be other jobs and other relationships if the one with W does not work out. Right now things look bleak, but they will not always be this way. Your sons will be there for you. They need you and love you.
You ARE strong enough to make it through this, and you have alot of love in your heart left to give family and other loved ones.
In the short-term you have GOT to start doing positive things for yourself. You have GOT to start doing some kind of aerobic exercise at least 3-4x/week and some hobby or social activity (even phone calls) with friends at least a 2x/week.
Me-53 W-49 D22,D18,D15 T-Since-12/2001 Married-9/2004 She Moved Out-5/28/2010 Piecing start-04/2011 Now-together Thread http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2079304
