Calling all cheaters, liars, adulterss whatever we are called. After the A had ending and you found yourself trying to put things back together, did you ever feel the to just end everything?? As I drive back home 3hrs I'm trying to hold on to hope, but it is slipping from me. Everytime I go under a overpass I have a sudden urge to drive into the concrete pilliar and end it all. How did you get over it? I have the wieght of the world on my shoulders....my M is crumbling,my legal status is crumbling, which means my job, is going to be crumbling, which means my sons life will be crumbling.....I can see hope in almost everyone else's sitch here except mine...
me 36 W 33 s-6 s-4 together since 1991 married Dec 2000 9years first affair before we where married. Second affair 1/2007 Gone Nov,2007 Back June 2008. ILYBNILY---i cannot believe you did this 7/22/2010
