my head says it's time, i've done more than enough, this was just the latest in a string of events - when there shouldn't have been a a string let alone an event. my heart can't just turn off, that is the part that is hurting.
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.