Not sure where to start, or end. WAW?

[john28]

Goodness, it really is so hard to let go. My S4 is coming over in about an hour, W will drop him off.

Everytime I see her, my heart breaks. It hurts to know that letting go means that I will no longer be making new memories with her and our son as a family right now, and possibly in the future.

She doesn't tell me anything they do together. I called her to find out if she was dropping him off or I was picking him up - we didn't talk about it yesterday. I asked her how her day went, if they had fun. She said yes, they had a good day.

She wouldn't even make small talk. Tell me about what they did today. The usual comforts of a R and M that you can talk about your day with someone. We don't have that together anymore.

I know that shouldn't bother me, but it does. It's really going to take some time.