well i plan to head back to house today...dont know if i should call and tell her or not. i had mentioned to her a few days ago. She said she was going to see her dad since he is leaving for a job in WY. i have thought about what i'm gonna say something along the lines of what most have said, that i'm here in the family. Until the court tells me to leave. The house is as much mine as hers. OR should i even say anything at all. i havent seen my boys since monday. The last thing i did on tuesday morning was give them a kiss and tell that i love them as they where sleeping. had to be one of the hardest things that i have ever done...i feel like life would be easier on them if i was just gone....i dont want to put my boys through a divorce...etc depressed today...
me 36 W 33 s-6 s-4 together since 1991 married Dec 2000 9years first affair before we where married. Second affair 1/2007 Gone Nov,2007 Back June 2008. ILYBNILY---i cannot believe you did this 7/22/2010
