Wow, sorry to hear it is so few and far between. I know sometimes weekly seems like too little for me because we need the middleman to help us stay focused. Keep doing all you can and try to have an idea what you want to talk about when you get to see the counselor so you don't waste your time on things that aren't of the utmost importance.
"I feel like Rocky in the fifteenth round, beaten beyond recognition, when I realize, the only person I've been fighting for is...myself."