Question - when you dropped your bombs on him, what did he say and how did he behave after that?
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H was very emotional. He has just kept saying that we would do whatever I want just so I would stay. The bad thing is it just frustrated me. I don't want to say I didn't care but I just want to say deal. I didn't want to keep answering the why over and over because my answer wasn't changing. I felt like I helpless because I couldn't take away the pain because what I told him was the truth and the only way to take away the pain was to say 'nevermind, I'll say' and that wasn't happening.
But at the same time when I try to explain that I'm scared of him and that I need him to not be so hostile and to give me a little patience, he will tell me I'm holding a grudge and that it's something I have to deal with not something he can fix. I am trying but it is going to take time, it's not something I can just shut off after so many years of dealing with him.
"I feel like Rocky in the fifteenth round, beaten beyond recognition, when I realize, the only person I've been fighting for is...myself."
