Another memory lapse from this morning. W was cleaning out the fridge and noticed 2 filet mignons that I had not put in a freezer yet because I bought them the other day when planning on cooking for myself. That night she came home early and ended up cooking ribs that she had prepared earlier.
That evening I showed her the steaks and corn I had bought but she changed the menu because the ribs had to be eaten.
So this morning she was puzzled that those steaks were there and asked me when had I bought them. I reminded her about the other night and how she changed the menu. She was all confused.
This is really beginning to worry me.
I'm having a beer at the bar by the harbor trying to enjoy my day. We went shopping separately. She needed stuff for her trip and asked me to pick up a small bag of dogfood because I was going to pet shop anyway. I'm done but I want to hide right now.
Between a great time last night, her confusion this morning, my desire to have a "talk" today and her leaving tomorrow I don't know how I feel right now.
I just want her to go so I can think clearly. I'm suppose to drive up to see her Tursday night. The overnight stay offer still stands. She asked me if I would stay. I said that I need to check my work schedule and also see how I feel about it. She said that it's a ling drive and that I should stay over and enjoy the next day.
It's only 90 minutes away. I think she is sincere about wanting me to stay but I just don't know how I feel about it.
