911 Puppy...PLEASE HELP!

[courts0818]

I've been outside with DD, but popped in to give her lunch. I can barely keep my eyes open bc I've had zero sleep. I might wait until after her nap to hit the road (so I can nap too). I'm guessing he'll leave at that time anyway. When he's gone, I'll have more time to address the things that have been posted.

Puppy, will you elaborate on the addict thing? When I was reading all of the IMs last night I was really thinking it was some kind of addiction or something. How else could someone live with themselves? I've never seen someone live such a double life. I think OW has a DD that lives with her. If so, my H spends more time with her DD than his own. SICK!!!!!!!!!

And why in the hell did he decide to admit his affair if he was living with her? NOTHING makes sense. After his admission, it was all bs talk about regrets, moving back, etc...LIE AFTER LIE and it didn't take long before he stopped offering to move back with me. And the idiot just recently told me he still doesn't know what he wants. He just doesn't know if we can make it work. We can't be together for DD only, etc. OMgosh...cake eating ba$tard!

In the IMs I found it quite interesting that they were b*itching back and forth and then she says, "Well I told you months ago that things probably would not get any better as long as we continue to live this way & here lately you would rather hang out with your "friends" than hang out with me. There are only certain days that I don't work and you don't have DD so that makes me feel real good about us. I feel like I have a roommate more then a boyfriend. Not to mention that most of our conversations are through text which 1/2 the time confuses us". Then she says, "Take me on a small trip and make things right". THEY ARE PYSCHO!

And now he's here eating lunch and watching bball. GET THE F OUT DUDE! How can even act like everything is just peachy? As if he's welcome here. He's about to get some rude boundaries he's not gonna like when he's here visiting DD - no alcohol, no tobacco, no online poker/betting, no cell in the house and no more eating MY food. I am sooooo beyond HOT right now.

And I think he probably saw my new book, "Helping Kids Cope With Divorce the Sandcastles Way" Wonder what he thought about that? No actually, I don't care what he thinks. He's wicked.

Sorry...I'm venting. Oh I HAVE to add this message she sent him, "Yeah well what changes need to be made? All I have been able to think about is how 2 years ago on labor day was the first time you took me out. And I told you then I was done. And you laid on my living room floor crying, begging me not to give up. So 2 years later I feel we are the same except you live here." What a pathetic loser. At that same time when he was crying or whatever about her, I was crying about him. That's jacked up. He's a heartless, spineless snake.