i know not to read his mind or guess what he's going through: doesn't mean i still don't do it.

example, i believe he just wants to be able to pick up kids have peaceful interaction, be best friends, live his life with out us being h/w. i have not dealt with that very well and find it unacceptable. that is what he invisions as awesome.


Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline