NEED A REFRESHER COURSE AFTER 3 YRS BACK TOGETHER

[ALH3247]

Let me add a few more items to my story as I was interrupted by the kids..

What prompted me to hash all of the bad memories of the OW again, was that she found my H's farm on FB and became "friends". Now, it is a huge farm, so the person who accepted her friendship on FB didn't know who she was. My beef was the fact that she knew where we moved to, and where he worked. She could have only have known that if my H had told her which was well after we moved to CO.

So...I need to get my DBing face back on again. Not that I think we are headed for D, but so I don't push him away again with my emotional outbursts. After reading my threads from 3 years ago..I really did a 360. Now I can feel myself falling backwards with my emotions. I can't lose him again!