NEED A REFRESHER COURSE AFTER 3 YRS BACK TOGETHER

[ALH3247]

It has been 3 years since I have posted or been on the website. Let me give you a summary of my sitch... On 9/11/06 the bomb dropped. H leaving me and kids for OW. After months of DBing he returns 6/2007.

To start fresh, we moved our entire lives from FL to CO. We have had 2 babies in the meantime to add to our existing family of 3 kids. Life should be good - right?

Well, lately my H has been working long long hours. Now he is a farmer so that should be expected. But for some reason I have started to question his love and trust. I am acting crazy, accusing him of not being faithful, etc. We are really not seeing eye to eye these days. I have even started thinking about the OW again. Even looked her up on FB and started asking her ?'s about the past to her in email.

HELP..I need to refocus.