i agree with the person that said you being used as a security blanket....i would say backup plan....i did that for awhile and finally snapped out of my fog, but i believe it is to late for me. Hope its not for you. Go be happy for the moment and enjoy yourself...
me 36 W 33 s-6 s-4 together since 1991 married Dec 2000 9years first affair before we where married. Second affair 1/2007 Gone Nov,2007 Back June 2008. ILYBNILY---i cannot believe you did this 7/22/2010