Journaling a bit.

W texted earlier than usual to let me know that she was going to be late again. I usually do not respond. This time it said "I might be late."

I texted back "what does might mean?" She replied "will be late"

I said "that's much better, now I know what I have to do."

Stopped on my way to get some food to cook. Grabbed a single corn and a filet mignon for nice self treat.

All of a sudden around 7 W walks in. I did not expect her that early. She was in a good mood al little tipsy but not drunk. She started picking up the dogs and placing them on my lap (this is the latest strange behavior).

She noticed the crocery bag on the counter. I said "I did not expect you to come home so early, so I bought myself dinner material. If you are hungry I can share but there is only one piece of corn.

She said that it's okay, we can split it and proceeded to make dinner.

Then something strange happened. As she was grilling outside she asked me to feed the dogs. So I did. We finished dinner and went to the living room. I took the dogs out and when I came and sat down she went to the kitchen and fed the dogs ????

I was puzzled and asked why she did that. She looked at me and asked "what do you mean?". I said "You told me half an hour ago to feed them and I did. Don't you remember?"

A little problem here is that one of the dogs is on medication and now received a double doze with his dinner.

She looked angry and mumbled that the double doze is not harmful.

I said, "that's not what worries me. It's you who did not remember."

She paced back and forth and went to bed.

Something is happening. This is not the first time she has had a blackout like that. I wonder if it has happened more often than I've realized. But there is always some alcohol involved.

Not a good situation.