Not really piecing and trying not to jinx it, but

[Freckle6]

Journaling--MIL had her first chemo last week and miraculously didn't get sick at all. She's in good spirits and we're all just focusing on this set of chemo treatments. One step at a time...

In other news, I think this weekend will be a big one with me and H. He hasn't totally come out and said it plainly, but he wants to move back here soon.

Last night he was telling me how much he hated it where he was. Today is the night he always had our son for visitation while I worked at my 2nd job.Most of the summer I didn't work there because I had surgery and couldn't lift anything. I've been back for a few weeks and H has been bringing our son back here and they stay here. Last night I asked him if he was coming here or taking S to his place--I didn't want to assume anything and it is his legal visitation time.

He said he was bringing him here and he wants to be here as much as he can. Then he said he misses me and S and wants to be with us. And he said we needed to talk. Kind of a reverse bomb, I guess?

I'm very nervous about this. This is a huuuuuuuge deal. He didn't just move out a few weeks, or even months ago. It's been almost 5 years and 5 months! And the fact that we're legally divorced makes it seem like an even bigger deal to me. And that this involves a 6 year old little boy who never remembers his mom and his dad living in the same house.

Eeek. I'm nervous about this.