NM, I think you hit the jackpot. Detaching is not caring so much. Like that friend you keep forgetting to call back, cos they're just not high on your excitement list!

The letters, the letters... Am I supposed to break NC to email him about the letters? I don't want to be the first to contact him, and besides, like BD, I am now midly curious about what the next one will say.. that is, IF there will be a next one.

I must be bored. In fact, I know I am.

Now that WH and MIL have gone, so too has the drama and it's starring queens.

I now just miss my special friend. The person that comes home at night, that I text 10 times a day and speak to on the phone every couple of hours. It's the first time in my adult life I am without a partner.

Thank God I have bub to kiss n cuddle.

H is also on my mind every couple of minutes of each day. I am starting to get 'hazy' on the detail of what happened post bomb. It's a year since I fell pregnant. Can't remember ordinary conversations with WH pre-bomb. Is this normal?