I know you come here to vent, but you also write what you think your W is thinking, I do the same thing, if you go back over it you make yourself believe you know what she is thinking. it is counterproductive. I have gone from missing my W, to missing my kids more. That makes me feel a bit better. I had my kids last night, I did not think about the W, she kept texting me, but I was focused on the kids. Tonight you were focused on the W and what she was thinking.
you were giving your son a bath and still focused on the W. It seemed the whole night was about the W. A couple weeks ago W and I took kids to see toy story 3 I was focused on the kids not the W. Ya i have been back and forth since then, but as everyone has said you need to focus on YOU and S, right now and going forward.
Do you ever think your W did the piano thing to get your attention and rub it in a bit? she doesnt know how you post here, but obviously it got to you. Trust me she knows it did, she doesnt have to read your post to know it. My W does the same thing, she is a beautiful woman, and when I started to detach a bit, she would get made up wear sexy clothes and stuff, it was to get to me. A little different than your W playing the piano, but its all manipulative in some way. I hope I am making sense.
