husband was here earlier today to mow the lawn and take the Girls out to dinner. He just looks beat, so tired. I don't know, almost felt sorry for him....almost.

I also have had a repeating dream, where he is crying to me, he says he is sorry and this was all a mistake,and he wants to come back. And I am like sorry it is too late now.
Don't know what it means, if anything at all, Just strange.

Me:43
H:43
T:20 YRS
M:15 YRS
Bomb: 6/9/08
Bomb#2 7/6/10
Served with papers at work 7/13/10
DD:14, DD:11