Not sure where to start, or end. WAW?

[john28]

OK - a recap of the night.

Pretty successful! I made a pseudo-OK dinner (pretty impressed with myself) and did it ALL BY MYSELF. W ate all of it, so it wasn't bad. In the 4.5 years we've been M, I've cooked in the kitchen all by myself maybe, oh, 10 times.

Big eye opener for her.

After dinner played outside with kid. She was staring in the garage at her drumset, looking around at all her things in there. I saw her start to cry and I looked at her with the, "What's going on?" She said nothing, that she didn't want to talk about it.

Played inside for a while. She walked and sat down in front of the piano. She starting playing beautifully as I was giving my son a bath. The music filled the house. It was bliss. I'm going to miss that. I admit, I got a few tears in my eyes with hearing her play the piano, and that music filling my home.

So - Melty Man didn't make an appearance. That's good. After S4 was in bed, we sat down for a little. I asked her why she was so upset. She said nothing - I looked at her for about 20 seconds and she just started to cry.

"I just really miss my house," tears coming down her face.

Well no sh~t woman. You live in a 10x10 room now at your aunts with 3 other people, not including our son. What did you expect? That's EXACTLY what you wanted to do from D-day.
Of course though, I didn't say any of that.

I just said, "Oh."

She asked who was coming over on Friday night. I kind of ignored her - she then asked what were we doing at my 'party'. I said it's not a party, it just a hang. She then asked AGAIN who was coming. I didn't answer. She said, "FINE, Nevermind!! You just ignore me"

I got some kahunas up for once and said, "I'm not answering because I feel like you're asking just so you can check up on me and see what I'm doing."

"I don't care what you do, John" she replied.

Yeah, right.

Oh - and she called the Retrouvialle people with me and told them that she was open to coming. Granted she's not happy about going at all, believe me, but she's going.