Something primitive, primal, in me flashes Danger signals when it comes to her. I still loath her being around my kids - corrupt, immoral, stupid, sadistic, manipulative...I had seen how she dealt with her own kids for a dozen years, and don't want any of that directed towards mine. I don't want her to influence them in any way. Part of my characterization of her is from her treatment towards me, but it is also from what I observed in her treatment to her own children.
Blech.......trying to get the focus back on me - the above is so other-based, but also background information.
