It probably didn't help my perceptions when she came out of her house laughing in my face, telling me I was so blind, when I confronted her the day I discovered the affair. Or how she let me literally cry on her shoulder, her wishing she could do something to save my marriage, while she was sleeping with him.
Crap - all victim sh!t, I know. So sick of the story.
But it is underlying, there.
Do I see myself as better than her? Honestly, yes. Do I feel sorry for her? No...that would probably be a better mind set, but it's not where my mind goes. I do feel sorry for my X. And I know that we have talked a lot about my double-standard in that regard. To death.
