Dude!! You are hilarious. You get the McFly award for the week.
Just slow down and breath!!! You can do this. You are just breaking old habits. At least you're aware of them. Now calm down and learn to CONTROL yourself. Cut those strings that she has been pulling once and for all.
Use this time to become the person YOU want to be. Convince yourself that you NEED this time to WORK on YOU. This is just between YOU and the "Little Boy" inside you that needs to grow up.
Once you two have worked things out then you can decide if you want to share your new, exciting life with your WAW
