It is amazing how stress seems to pile up at the very worst time!
The attnys, legalities, paperwork and all the "crap" associated with a legal divorce is hell. It' upsetting on so many levels and really it's just something you will have to learn to deal with. I understand how deeply distressing it is to get or send paperwork. I would have found more comfort raking my body over hot coals. The process is horrible but use your attny and his protection for all it's worth.
Being left by a spouse is life altering. I do think I finally understand what so many people were trying to say to me for so long... WAS are emotionally crippled people with more issues than we can imagine. They view people and problems as disposable entities. Without work and support those traits won't disappear from their lives but sadly they hurt lots of people in the process.
As Rocked said you *are* worth it. You are like a burst of lovely sunshine to all of us.
