CD these posts are coming up because I'm looping through it all again. For quite time I've been traveling along without those thoughts and feeling popping so far up into my consciousness.
I just got the court transcript yesterday of what was said when my W went to court in June to try and secure the Protection Order.(just her and the judge) Of course there were lies, fabrications and manipulations in there. She's telling the judge I'm not 'stable'...lol. But that kicks off all the stuff she's said and done in the past 2 1/2 years. So the loop starts up again and I have to work my way out of it.
They don't come as often, they don't last as long, and they don't wield the same intensity they used to.
It gets easier as time passes and I get stronger and the sitch gets weaker.
If you look closely, those posts are me working my way out of the loop, but also putting it out there for others who are in the same position.
I could have just as easily wrote every one of those posts to myself. But what fun would it be if you didn't get to play the ATC once in a while...sitting alone in that plane gets very lonely.
MySitch Me-47 STBXW-41 D-5 S-8 ILYBNILWY-01/08 Want a D- 01/09 Physical Sep-01/10 D filed-06/10 Got 50% custody=09/11 Ride that wave!
