Last week I burned the sh-t out of my hand, can barely concentrate in school, got served with papers, stbx suing me for half the mortgage in a home I don't even live, oh yeah, my H is divorcing me. The last 2 days I've left my wallet at home. So today I went to retrieve it and lo and behold, got a speeding ticket on my way back to work (speeding).
Am definitely feeling like something is very wrong with me. Someone else made a comment to me this week about how I have really bad luck and how things really crumble for me when they do & I have been thinking a lot about that. I do feel like I'm cursed. Am hoping my day gets better but dammit, when it rains, it pours. Wouldn't wish this on anyone. Didn't sleep last night thinking about my upcoming court date with stbx, this man who made a fool out of me, vowing to love me in front of so many people (mostly my own guests) only to later call our M a "piece of paper." It's sucks x 1000. He is throwing me away.
On top of that I am deeply depressed and want to cry and disappear from the world. I hate my life.
