Allow yourself to be scared for a little. It's okay to let it out. You're in a bad spot, no doubt. Then, put your game face on. You're not out of time yet. I know you have been looking for work. I know good jobs, any jobs, are hard to come by in this economy. You can find a way. You will find a way.
Don't give up. It may be the current reality of your sitch, but that doesn't mean that it is all said and done.