Thinking out loud here-

Why am I not responding again? Apart from finding out what she is calling about. What is MY motivation for not responding?

I can't think of one that doesn't have to do with HER.

-the A continues
-we are still heading to D
-she said and acted that she wants the above
-nothing indicates this has changed

All I have is that, for my health, I have to detach from this. Especially since I don't know what THIS means.

Trying to SEE from the ATC Tower, if this weren't me, I'd say-

SHe hasn't given any indication what she wants. She has communicated nothing. Are you a pet that comes running because she whistled?

I think I just lumbered myself