SUNNYD- For what it's worth, and feel free to lumber me for doing so, but I got this yesterday and I feel that there is an application here for you. Just me seeing what you are writing about.
("More than a nickel" to Steady for this
Originally Posted By: Steady
You are putting too much focus on this stuff and it is getting you a bit 'high'. The reason I point this out is the next indication you translate as 'bad' is going to drop you from whatever height you're at. (His) actions mean nothing. If you put any meaning on them you are guessing, and you are guessing they are 'good' (or bad)
I'm not saying they aren't what they may appear to be, but I am saying you need to take the meaning out of them as it relates to YOU.
IMHO, I feel you are so focused on his actions/reactions (more importantly, YOUR interpretations of what you see/hear) that your are 'falsely accentuating' the highs and los of the roller coaster we're on. And you need to FLATTEN it out by removing your interpretations and keep working on you. It is the consistent behaviours in you that may bring him "out of the fog" and it's hard to be consistent on a rollercoaster.
I hope this helps you. It's only what I see in your last few posts.
