Cyrena - I thought that my H was depressed....it was so obvious....now I don't know....I can't tell....he still has this haunted look sometimes, but other times he puts on this happy face....but it almost looks forced....who knows what's going on inside.
punkin - mine does that as well....denies saying things he said and forgetting conversations.
GAG - this whole situation would be so much less stressful if it wasn't for the business issue. If I was independent of him I would be so much further on my journey.....You are right that God is sending me the people that I need just when I need them. I've met or welcomed back into my life many people that teach me how to look at life differently, helping me or opening new doors to my future....it's actually pretty incredible.
About the lawyer issue....yes people have brought it up...but I wasn't ready....I've been thinking about it more and more lately.....as you know it takes time to process all of this and get mentally ready for the next step. I feel for your co-worker....what a nightmare....
Well tomorrow morning I'm going to a potential client meeting with H. Usually I don't go to these but he asked me number of times saying that he would like me to go with him....so I said OK. My friend thinks that I'm crazy, that she couldn't do it.....go to a sales meeting with a cheating H that just came back from 2 weeks with OW and to be all happy and hyped up and to pretend that we are a great team....she has a point....I'm probably crazy....it's going to be very difficult for me....on the top of it I have to be with him in the car for 45 min each way. I have a hard time even looking at him....have to work on that and put on a happy face....fake it until you make it....
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